Monday, September 29, 2008

Weekend always pass by so fast you won't even notice... then here comes long weekday again. I don't usually have Monday blue, but worse I have developed weekday blue. During my 8 hours of sitting in my office, i can feel that the atmosphere is so intense. Can't breath, can't allow myself to relax. Constantly reminding myself to be aware of what's happening around, refreshing my screen to check if anything goes wrong...

People being harsh, being stern, being an ASS! and told me did not intend to be one but is just because want me to learn through the hard way. I have thought of escaping, but wanna keep holding on because i still believe i'm able to fight it through. I have questioned myself over and over again is it worthwhile, but deep down inside i know i'm not ready to let it go just yet. Just give me a little more time...

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