Weekend always pass by so fast you won't even notice... then here comes long weekday again. I don't usually have Monday blue, but worse I have developed weekday blue. During my 8 hours of sitting in my office, i can feel that the atmosphere is so intense. Can't breath, can't allow myself to relax. Constantly reminding myself to be aware of what's happening around, refreshing my screen to check if anything goes wrong...

People being harsh, being stern, being an ASS! and told me did not intend to be one but is just because want me to learn through the hard way. I have thought of escaping, but wanna keep holding on because i still believe i'm able to fight it through. I have questioned myself over and over again is it worthwhile, but deep down inside i know i'm not ready to let it go just yet. Just give me a little more time...

i'm still on holiday mood even though i'm now sitting in my office....

My office feel so empty today, i'm the only one in my team who's working today...

Just back from Genting Highlands yesterday, the fireworks is awesome!! This is my first time seeing fireworks from near distance.

Met up fei loh with Siang at Genting, loitering around the casino and First World Plaza.... we had a heart-to-heart chat at Coffee bean about what's going on lately with our life ... i heart u guys for being so supportive =)

I admit I can get angry easily recently, mostly due to work stress. I'm still learning all I could for the role I am placed at, finding my path to fit in to the company culture, their way of doing things, to push myself to achieve what I am supposed to achieve in my position...

It all pushes me to my limit where I'm starting to become short-tempered, pessimistic, full of anger.... all the symptoms that I do not wish to see on myself.

I have now decided to let myself to understand that there are things that I cannot do now, there are things we need to learn through experience, and I should be happy if I have already tried my best 做好自己本份.